i am in indianapolis

again.

i leave to go home tomorrow night, and frankly i don't want to.
i have too much fun and feel completely like myself when im down here.
this feels more like home to me than any other place i have ever lived or traveled to.

if you can wait til i get home

then i swear we can make this last.


after that phone conversation last night, i really cannot wait to see you again. you reassured me of somethings i have insecurities about with out even knowing i had them. that says something big to me.











tell me something sweet to get me by.

hey darling

i hope you're good tonight.
and i know you don't feel right when i'm leaving.





i have realized that no matter how upset i am when i go down to indianapolis, every time i leave, i come home happy and relaxed and no longer stressed out. i just had the best week in indiana i think i have ever had. i made new friends, gained new nicknames, saw some great movies, and had a good time. getting sick and feeling as terrible as i do now was completely and utterly worth it, and i can absolutely not wait to do it all over again next weekend.











ps: the new a day to remember cd = amazing.