here's to starting over.

so i've decided on somethings.
theres things about me i need to change.
like my trust and commitment issues.
and i need to stop taking a lot of things so personally.
and that i need to rid of a lot of things in my life, mainly people and habits.

I deleted 214 people from my phone book, about 50 poeple from my buddy list, and approx 500 from my friends list on myspace. most of which were people i felt were a negative impact in my life.

I threw away 2 garbage cans filled with things from my past (notes, letters, cards, pictures, etc) that i don't feel the need to hold on to any longer. and i still have more boxes and things to go through.

it felt very relieving and felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders.




i have a lot of work to do on myself these next couple weeks.
don't worry, its all for the better.