just. one. person.

I've had this intense feeling of loneliness over coming me lately.
along with another feeling I can't quite put a name to.
I've been feeling weird, not like myself.
I feel like I am messing up things that I love, and that I may lose someone close if I keep it up.
I am not realizing I am doing this till it is already done.
it's really starting to make me not happy.

I am sorry to anyone, predominately one person who knows who he is, that I have been acting weird towards these past weeks.
I've been spending a lot of time completely alone, meaning I've been spending too much time thinking about things and coming up with some absurd things and starting to make my self believe them.
I'm working on changing this. It is going to take time. But it needs to be done.


I haven't been myself, mainly this past 2 weeks.
Something inside me is making me feel different.
I can feel it starting to take over.
But all I want is for it to go away.






once again, I'm sorry.