"You just have to keep laughing, and you'll be okay"

Gandy got diagnosed with breast cancer a couple weeks ago and just told me and meredith on monday.
We made a sudden trip down here on thursday morning on the train and we're staying till monday.
She's in stage two of five and she is going to get a lot of tests next week, along with her first chemo treatment on next friday.
she'll be bald in three weeks.
but its well worth it if its making the cancer go away.

shes my everything and its killing me knowing theres something wrong that i can't fix.
she's really depressed but keeps trying to make us laugh so its not as hard on us.

michael agreed to help me put together a cancer benefit show.
he said all i had to worry about was getting the venue and he'd take care of the bands and everything.
he's really been great to me lately.
he's been there for me through this.
making sure im okay.

matts been the same.
he sat on the phone with me monday night after i found out
just talking to me and trying to get my mind off of it and everything.

me and meredith are getting tattoos on monday.
we're both getting breast cancer ribbons with grandma and gandy written on/near them.
shes getting hers on her calf, and im getting mine on my back.
im really excited for it.
we're not telling gandy until after we get them done.
we really want it to be a suprise.



im getting tired.
im going to go to bed soon.

I love you Gandy.
I know you'll make it through this.

<3