its been a while.

About 11 months since I last updated this.

Gandy passed away on july 9th of this year. The breast cancer spread to her liver and was ditected too late. I'm not dealing with her being gone very well, but with the help of my 2 closest friends I'm doing alright.

My sister joined the army. She left may 20th for basic training and graduated that on july 26th. She's in san antonio for tech school now.

After 11 years of not speaking to me, my mother, whom I will refer to from here on out as colleen, found me on myspace and wrote me a message. She basically said how much she misses my sister and I and that she doesn't go a day with out thinking about us. And that she's always there for us.
I think its all bullshit. If she missed us that much and everything why did she send a letter? I lived at the same house up until 3 months ago. I don't understand her.

On a better note, I met one of the most genuine people I've ever known. I've only know him 2 months but we became very close very fast. He's so caring and has been there for me with everything that's gone on with my gandys passing and things with Colleen and drama with ex boyfriends and everything. He's amazing and doesn't even try to be. He's just himself and I think that's incredible.

I'm going to make a better effort to update this on a regular basis. I miss writting and how good I used to be at it.




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