Friday, September 5, 2008

i give up on the human race.

no really.
it's really hard for me to believe people when they say there always going to be there for me, and that they care about and love me and that i can trust them.
but i believed you.
and now it's coming back to bite me in the ass.
you've been there for me through it all the 2, almost 3 months i've known you.
and you've been nothing but amazing.
and now tonight, not only did you bail on your best friend, but you also tell her you won't call oto talk because god forbid you're having a good night and don't want to ruin it? gee. thanks.
you knew it hurt when you said you weren't going to hang out because the other person we'd made plans with couldn't.
you're making it seem like you didn't even give a shit if you saw me tonight at all.
like you didn't care that i was having a terrible day and that i was looking forward to seeing my best friend.
like all you cared about tonight was her.
like all you wanted to do was see her.
and be with her.
not me.





correct me if im wrong, but this isn't how best friends act, right?

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