we're at the ground floor, but our numbers they only get higher from here.

This isn't you.
You're not like that at all.
You're genuine.
And loving.
And caring.
Words never did you justice.
But these past days have been different, and I'm having a hard time understanding it.
What happened to you always being there.
And you being trustworthy and interested in things I had to talk about.
You used to always want to know what I had to say.
And now you couldn't possibly care less.
I am telling myself that I will never use the words best and friend next to each other in the same sentence ever again.
I've only had one best friend my entire life, and she is here no longer.
No one will replace her. No one will ever be my best friend any more. Especially not you and your immature tactics.








Going to mikes tonight for a good ol' cuddle sesh. Mucchhh needed.



Ps: this is your loss. I can learn to live with out you. You have fun trying to find another person that will ever do as much for you as I did.