its hard not having someone to talk to about certain things.
when the person who is always and has always been there, all of a sudden isn't.
ive tried talking to you, but for some reason you choose not to respond to me.
i don't know if its because you were busy, if so it would be nice to be told that.
i don't know if you just don't care, lets hope thats not the case.
it would just be nice to have my best friend back again.
in other news:
my day sucked.
one:im not on my medication anymore, which means im feeling terrible. words don't explaing how much pain ive been in for the past 2 days. i've literally just been sleeping except for the couple hours i was out getting my car broken.
which leads me to two: my car died on me today. awesome. i drove all the way out to orland square mall, to pick up someone that wasn't there, and to have my car die on me. then had to sit there, alone, waiting for my dad to drive out a jump start it.
three: i got a message from colleen today. shes going through a divorce at the moment and decided she wanted to send me some of the things her soon-to-be ex gave her, so i could get them appraised and sell them so i can keep the money for anything i wish to use it for. school, medical bills, a car, moving, charity, anything. i don't know what to do. its one of those things where i could really use the money, but do i want her to think this is me letting her back in? because it sure as hell isnt.
and last but no least, four: i called my doctors office yesterday morning at about 11:30 and the receptionist took a message. one of his nurses called me back about 2 hours later asking what i needed to speak to him about and said she'd leave a message for him to call me back, and i have yet to get a call back. awesome. its been pretty much 2 days, and i have yet to hear back from my doctor about whether or not i can get put back on my medication and stop feeling like im dying.
i just needed you to pick me up...
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